There have been times when I used to wonder why I am being lovable and kind towards people whom I come across ! But I used to immediately feel that there are reasons for everything, only thing is we do not understand the reasons! Well, Reasons are not the ones I should do a research on!
I think of those pleasing moments when people found pleasure in sharing their thoughts with me or spend a little of their precious time with me. When I think of that all my pains fly off! I am relieved of all my troubles when I remember those memorable lovely faces! I feel so happy over the fact that God has made me an instrument in bringing a pleasurable moment in somebody's life. I can't find out the reason why I was chosen for that, but I keep thanking God for that. It is not with everybody one can share their feelings.
But when anybody does that to a person who is entirely new to him......! Thats where GOD makes his presence felt, I feel!
I recollect so many of such instances I came across in my life! Almost all of them were auto drivers who still continue their best of friendship with me! In the first meet itself, after pouring out himself - after sharing all his goods and bads in his life-he used to say 'Sir , I dont know why I was telling all my personal feelings and problems to you. I found such a good friend in you and probably thats the reason."
For Thyagaraju, whom I met last Monday, "I don't know what prompted me to share with you all my feelings, most of them so personal to me; but sir, one thing is sure, that I can cherish this for the rest of my life, weather I would meet you again or not."
For Murugesh, "Sir, I am feeling so proud of the fact that I happened to meet you and find you such a good friend in you, in your childish nature, in your pure love and affection and what not. I find my own father in you, whom I lost so many years back. Such caring words like that of my mother come from you! Cant forget you in my lifetime!"
And for Palani,who is with me since more than three years, its much more and unexplainable!
And, in all of them, I find a Son for me! I find real happiness when I spend some time with them. But How and Why, I used to ask myself. And I used to get the reply from my mind: There is much more and more than money and material in life; and that is real love and affection; love without expecting anything in return! The moment we measure anybody's action with the yardstick of money, LOVE flies off from there!
But we have to accept the fact that it is a BLESSING that you are made to love others and that others do love you for what you are! It is a BLESSING and nothing other than BLESSING!
